*J.a.n.i.c.e* wants to be loVed

Monday, April 18, 2005

-sTrEtCh- it's a sunny monday morning... the sun is so bright tat it is hurting my eyes... mOndAY bLueS!!! right now i m hibernating at home... doing nothin... chatting wif my bestest buddy online while she is working... as i ask her something, read her blog and understand everything of her... and i sat here, thinking... in life there are really ups and downs... this iNcIdEnT i have come over twice already... n they happened among my frens... good fren best fren... i really feel sad for them... actually to be frank tat i m quite sad tat i cant be there for my frens when they needed someone so much... or mayb its because i didnt know anything... not after i have asked... wat i m saying i dun mean to hurt anyone... but i m hurt!! m i a fren?? or m i someone; a stranger?? my frens... they are special to me... cos without them i will be lost, wihtout them i wont be able to get so much of laughters, without them i wont know wat is friendship and to treasure them... And they mEaN a loT tO mE!!!... wat are frens for do u all know?? in my defination frens are someone who u can depend on no matter wat... frens are someone whom u would wif about anything under the sun... frens are someone who u would share something wif immediately... frens are someone who will be there DEFINATELY when u r in sorrows and not onli share ur happiness... and I M A FREN WHO WILL BE THERE FOR MY FRENS FOREVER!!! i hope i will be able to get tat in return from my frens... =) for some of u, i may not be ur best fren or even ur good fren but for some of u; u mean a lot in my life and i would nv wanna lose u in my life... i wan u all to be my friends forever... i nv wanna be neglect by my frens... its not a good feeling... i dun wan tat... to my frens i miSh u aLl [esp mY bEsTeSt buDdY] times wif u are great... no matter wat i hope i will be someone [a fren] somewhere in ur heart... take care and no matter wat and no matter where, dun forget tat i will always be there for u right by ur side... miSh u!!! *sOb sOb*

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