*J.a.n.i.c.e* wants to be loVed

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

haiZzzz... STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aAaAaaaAaRrRrrRrrGgGGggGGgggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wat in the world is happening recently??? things seem to be so bad... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... lets talk bout wat happened during the past 2 days...

firstly, on monday leh had morning claZz... 8 am... sianZzz... wake up feeling sleepy!!! took a bathe ate my breakfast and started slacking around at home till i went out late n was almost late for skool... looking at my watch as my dad drove me to skool... "aRrgh i m late!!! shit!!!" it keep flashing in my mind... alighted from my dad's car and rushed to lect hall for lesson... reached there saw the time on the flasher and realised tat i wasnt late at all... it was my watch tat is running so fast... *pHeW* 3 lectures in a roll... had one hour break, went to north canteen to get a light food... then went for tut... supposed to have a grp presenting today de but lect was on mc... so after tat went to had a small celebration wif my group B members for having succeed working as a big group together... we made it... and thanz to all of u for the presentation group B... u guys rawkzZzz..

on tuesday leh lesson at 9am... bio day... sad thing happen early in the morning in lect... sad thing... sad sad thing... the impression of IT was SHATTERED into pieces... nv can it be pasted back to its original... even if it does there are bound to have cracks lines... during break went north canteen... was rather moody... didnt have the mood after hearing tat... sad... went for pract lessons... boring... lecturer so mono one... talk talk n talk... end class early then went to buy chips and munch wif Jialing outside clinical lab class... then we start gossiping... then went to practice skills and went for lecture... ended skool at 7pm.. went home played with my nephew... he keep clinging onto me... then went to bathe after he goes home... then do some work but felt so sleepy n tired so went to bed le...

today skool at 11... practice skills for 2 hours... at least i did some practice... then went break at FJ... ate tamago... after tat went for lect after tat went for grp meeting... ended around 5 plus then went to mac wif ting, ccz, ivan to eat... we talk alot... i dunno y also... but come to think of it... wat have i been doing for the past days past weeks... wat m i doing man....

when i sat thinking... lots of things on my mind... i got the msg from my dear in the morning talking things bout us [things are so right right now]... as i sat talking wif them... talking wif them about relationship... i get to know the real meaning y couples break up... although its a short talk but it juz seems so long... as i sat talking to them... i thinking in my mind... wat exactly i wan????

i m really slipping into deep thoughts soon... m i doing exactly the right thing... friendship, relationship, kinship... everything... really dunno wat to say le... so stressful recently... aRgH... brain bursting... breaking down... i really wish such thing haven happen at all... missing the old times in skool... can in be brought back or there is a BARRIER???

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