*J.a.n.i.c.e* wants to be loVed

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

AaaaaaaaAaaRrRRrRrGGGGgggggGGggGhhhhHHHhhH
juz feel lik SCAREMING n letting everything out of me..
i m feeling so *STRESS UP!!!
WAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING???
WHERE IS THE TRUTH HIDDEN BENEATH???
WHEN THEN WILL IT BE REVEALED???
GOD!!! PLS HELP ME

i feel so lost after knowing something... wat should i do?? wat is the truth??? to believe or not to??? things are becoming more n more confusing already...i dun wanna live this way... i wan wat it is used to be... I M TRYING HARD!!!!

was rather frustrated this morning... haizZzz... dun wanna mentioned... 'they' should know y... after tat went to take brunch... then was suppose to go e-lab to do work de... but i m juz too lazy so i tell jialing say split the work then we go home do... then saw omar outside e-lab... actually decided to go play pool together de.. cos we got LoOOOOOOoONNnGG breaks... but in the end he bastard us n went home.. so i n jialing decided to go rot.. so as we were walking, saw pohlin, hui fang & sumitra.. so ask them wanna go out not.. then we decided to go play BOWLING.. wOa.. long time nv play liao.. went to grassroot club there to play.. we played a total of 15 GAMES for 5 ppl la.. tat is a lot man... haha.. cant believe.. sianzzz-ed la.. have been spending a lot of money recently... *shit... later no money to pay skool fees... LOL... [haha.. go beg for money at roadside]
went back to skool after tat for lectures.. before tat went to check out BIO PRACT RESULTS... wOa!!!! I PASSED!!!! so happy... GRADE is ____ .. *sEcReT* LOL.. well, after the game wif pohlin n gang n jialing.. it really makes me better... haizZzz... things are ... haizZzz... but result of BIO made me happy... at least my effort of studying so hard did not goes down the drain... *pHeW* =) went for lectures felt so sianzZ-ed... wanna go home n sleep... LOL.. went to aunt house for dinner... played wif my nephew then came home to do my ICA..

think i m gonna sleep liao... felt so tired... juz wanna drown my unhappiness, my stressness, my everything in my sleep... haizZz.. sometimes really felt tired having so many things in mind...

~~when will the truth be revealed??~~

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