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Saturday, November 12, 2005

wOa.. its the weekends again..
alright 2 days working afternoon so no time to blog so now i shall post watever has been happening the past 2 days..

thurs
was rather a fast day tat passed... went to work n started helping the staff there to spring clean the ward cos JCI was round the corner n everything has to been in order n clean [no dust].. u guys must be thinking tat we r there for attachment not as cleaners to do such work... but its benefical to us also... we learnt things while cleaning also.. we get to know where the things were placed n most of all very importantly, me n yuz learnt wat is in the E-trolley n also we do checking... there is indeed an experience.. those cleaning took us about half a day till evening.. then we went for break.. came back listen report n "slack" till off duty..

fri
which was yesterday... erm... wat was happening yesterday leh?? i couldnt really remember... onli know tat sister talk to us then i was a PRIVATE NURSE for almost the whole day... haha... carrying the baby whole day... make her sleep feed her drink milk... indeed a cute baby... lUvVVeEE her so much... n it was then tat i know tat guys cant handle kids... cos my ward the 2 guys juz leave my dearie lying there crying till she turns red... so poor thing... n give me excuse tat she beat HIM... for goodness seek la... how can a 2 month old baby hit u... use ur brain lor... didnt even finish my break time then went to carry her... cuddle her till she fall asleep... waiting for her parents to come n see her... =) bascailly tat was wat i did for the day.. LOL

erm.. its saturday today... nothin much to do... juz watching tv n slacking... sianzZz-Ed... mayb its time i start to sit down n start doing some blogging... i mean real blogging rather than writing down everything tat i have done everyday... its juz so boring right... erm... past few days have beening having this dream tat i doesnt wan.. having it juz really make me find it ... kinda of i dun wanna have such dreams at all.. those dreams onli leave unpleasant memories for me.. everyone ought to have memories they consist of pleasant memories tat everyone wans to keep with them forever n of cos unpleasant if possible to get rid of them asap cos they onli bring unhappiness to u in life...

recently i was wondering wat friendship means in life?? i dunno... but it juz strike my mind... cos even good frens will leave u one day... not tat u have a fight but rather they juz have to leave us one day to lead a life of their own... it has been bothering me ever since i realise n wants to find the meaning of friendship... for ______... i dunno whether do i really mean a fren to _____ whereby we do always do things together or rather i m juz a replacement.. 2 frens being together we spent lots of time together but it seems lik when in lesiure time i was not on _____ mind.. its quite to know tat but i... ... dunno... u ppl might be saying tat juz a fren there r lots outside... but to get a good fren is very hard... i treasure _____, will she treasure me too?? haizZz-eD... mayb i shall juz remind quiet at times so tat things will be better... ...

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