*J.a.n.i.c.e* wants to be loVed

Sunday, October 29, 2006

am just struggling trying to store as much info as i can into my little tiny brain... 2 books to study for hs 3033... 1 book lesser than the previous paper... but the info is so much to get in... so much to memorise for the management, clincal features, sign & syptoms... oh gosh... god pls bless me that i will be able to ans the questions on tues paper... *BLESS*

45 more mins to work time...

woke up real early this morning... 0830 hr... i cant believe myself... i thought that i was deep into my dreamland that i didnt hear my alarm ringing... switch on my hp and... ya... as usual... "beep...beep...beep" msgs beeping and beeping... msgs from martin and qi 'korkor'.. call alert from august and martin... replied msg to martin while lazing on my bed... he wanted to meet me for dinner but how to when i m working... lol... receive a real 'bad' news from him... something that i dont want to know... n why of all let me know and happen at this very moment???? why Why wHy whY WHY!!!!???? got myself out of bed washed up and start doing some.... *secret*...
get myself seated before my study table trying hard to study... but nothin seems to get in... the words keep popping in my head... and i really have to find out the truth... anyway real thanz to this budz... thanz to u all for having added alot of laughters into my life... tried hard not to think and get myself buried into the words...

and ya, wasnt feeling very well last night after eating my dinner... actually asked my mum to 'ta bao' food for me de but then suddenly got the craving of eating cream of mushroom with bread.... so msg my mum not to buy le... went to cook and ate... dont know y just straight after dinner when i get back to study... i suddenly feel blurred vision... cant see the words clearly... thought that mayb becos too tired le so decided to take a rest... but after half an hour... my stomach or perhaps my gastric is giving me problems... dont feel so right... feeling nausea... went to the kitchen stood at the basin for 15 mins but nothin came out... went back to my room... continued studying for another 15 mins and the nausea is back again... so damn irritating... and the next moment, *puke* a small amount of vomitus landed in the plastic bag... while i was heading to the kitchen... *PUKE* ever seen a merlion spraying water out of the mouth?? (my bro say i look lik one)... my dinner just came out lik that... felt much better after vomiting... drank sips of hot water and went back to study... feeling so tired and nausea seems to cant leave me alone... decided to take a early rest... nity...

30 more mins to work...

alright, think i better go dry my hair and get ready for work before grace is going to scream at me... she asked me to be EARLY!!!!!... haha... ciaoz... take care peeps... the weather aint any good, although the haze isnt tat strong... but do drink lots of water...

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