*J.a.n.i.c.e* wants to be loVed

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

its been lik 1 or 2 months have past and onli today that i realised all the info (in my lappy) that i "THOUGHT" had already been stored/transferred to my time-drive was NOT THERE AT ALL!!!! how 'situ-bi' can i be man... what the hell... now everything is really gone... what the hell shall i do?? i dont even recall abit what the info are actually saved inside my documents file.. dammit and i m rather F* up right now... blame it on myself for trusting that everything will be finely saved up properly for me... so people, its always better to do things urself rather than ask ppl to do it for u... cos things might just cock up... well, what to do now, all info GONE... cant revive it any more...
aRgH!!!

*calm down*

back to some serious thinking.. certain flashes having been appearing in my mine and it makes me do some thinking recently... in just 4 months time i will be graduating (if everything goes smoothly).. and i have yet to think what i wanna do when i pass-out... this really bothers me... cos i dont know whether this currently dip is really my cup of tea... sometimes i do regret taking up this course (but that is onli lik 5% of the overall) the rest of the 95% makes me feel greatful??.. that i actually took up this course... studying this dip really makes me see a lot that certain things that one wont get the opportunity to see unless u get into this dip.. i have also learnt alot and experienced also... but if really i'm getting into this line, i have to face the tons of stress level that is going to increase day by day... the ever climbing up technology is so great that u can nv stop urself... everyday u have to arm up urself with the newest and latest skills or knowlegde... and also to equip urself well, having to teach the future juniors is never an easy job... after facing thru the hardship of how some seniors treat us, sometimes really did some reflection that if ever if i m going to be a senior, i shant treat my juniors lik that... we cant possibly let them face what we have gone thru since we have gone thru it we should understand how it feels and it really doesnt feels good...
anyway, have been thinking much later... i might or might not be working into "that" society... am still doing some deep thinking... i cant possibly waste my 3 years of studies just lik that... just as i was chatting with one of my fren yesterday, UNLESS i get to marry a rich guy then i will be able to stay at home shake leg (be tai tai)... lol... <<<>

all the best to my dear frens out there who will be graduating soon... work hard already, dont lik the 3 yrs goes down the drain just lik that... its been a long way to here... everything will be fine... lets pray that the ocean will be as peaceful as it is... take care...

*猪公主* ;