*J.a.n.i.c.e* wants to be loVed

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

5 more days!!!
counting down to the last few days of enjoyment before i m stepping into the working society and earned money... i m feeling the excitement and at the same time also feeling the stress that is going to hit on me... the stress that i nv felt before in my previous few jobs... handling the lifes in ur hands are cruical... not a single mistake to be made... *bLEss mE*

that day as i was talking to my bitch... this year aint really a year or i should say a good year for me... everything is just not going my way... so many things happening within this 6 months... as i thought about it, i realised that this year i have cried a lot... umpteen times that i myself unable to count... just what is happening around... i just pray and hope that luck will find to me soon...
not onli that but i have also realised that my lifestyle has changed much also... i thought i m suffering from insomia... in the past, i used to sleep late and wake up late... but recently, i slept earlier than i usually do and wakes up automatically even before the alarms rings... and its really early ok (for me la)... last time i used to sleep and laze in bed till 11 plus before i will drag my lazy bones out of the bed... but now.. its onli lik 8 am and i will wake up... and no matter how i force myself to sleep or even if i go back to sleep, i will wake up lik 8.30 or 9 am... is it a good thing?? i hope so... at least train me to wake up early so that it wont be a problem when i go to work... lOl...

BOOST me the energy... wahaha... =P
yesterday night, i was thinking of something and this came into my mind...
m i just a replacement product??
m i just not that important and that no one will even bother to ask how i m doing or m i getting fine with everything??
cant i be treated the same way too???

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