*J.a.n.i.c.e* wants to be loVed

Sunday, July 08, 2007

hey hey...
anybody miss me blogging??? (well, i doubt so..) =(

its time to update what have been going for the time where i went "missing"... lOl...
guess what.. i m now an OFFICIALLY nurse... (with the liscense from SNB and being employed by TTSH)... well, from now on, i will be leading a different path...erm... or mayb i should say it this way, i will be going thru another level of life...

MONDAY 02 July 2007
this day mark the being of my working life into the society (into the hospital settings too).. it will be different from the days whereby i had my attachments there... with effect from this day, everything that i do, i have to be responsible for it... aint it so stressing??? *scare* wearing the staff nurse uniform definately makes me look and feel different too... it makes u looks ~~older~~... no i should phrase it as muture... haha... and of cos the feeling is so stressing wearing that uniform... its different from student times... and this time round it is real serious work... *加油*
1st day of work in the hospital... of cos sister wont be so bad to make us to go back to ward to start working but it aint any better... they are drilling us with lectures and lectures.. nothin but lectures... its stressing but even worse is its torturing to the brain... esp when u dun have enough brain... struggling to stay awake... first day wasnt that bad... but how about the subsequent days???

TUESDAY 03 July 2007 & WEDNESDAY 04 July 2007
these 2 days marks the 2nd and 3rd of work... and its nothin much better than have lectures... drilling us or mayb they r just trying to refresh us... *god*

THURSDAY 05 July 2007
this is a very special day and it marks a special and greatful meaning...
WHY???
cos tis is the day whereby we have OFFICIALLY GRADUATED from the school... holding on to our diploma cert... it is nothin than our big day attending our graduation ceremony... it definately marks a memorable day as we wear our gown (first batch to do so) and goes up to the stage to receive ur cert... feeling so pround that we survive thru the 3 years in poly... though the 3 years, its not short nor long... but i have definately enjoy my 3 years thru here... having the company of my peers going thru thick and thin with me... though the conflicts that we have but right now, we are best buddies and i hope it will remain this way to 10 years down the road... counting the now of years that we have been good friends... ^_^
making use of this opportunity to catch up with frens, snapping even single shot of moments we can... for we wont know when will be the next time we will be seeing each other again... here i wish each and everyone of u all the best... we shall serve our every best taking care of the sick... nurses rocks and rules.... for the guys who are going to NS... well, dont be despair... i believe NS aint that bad... 2 years will be a fast year... good luck and all the best...

was rather disappointin... after the grad we still have to head back to hosp for work... and its for only 2 hrs... its abit wasting... they should have just give us a day off... lOl... =P

i think i shall talk more regarding work before everybody start dozzing off before they can finish reading... lol... basically this whole week was orientation... the feeling of working is so different from the past few jobs that i took up... cos this time round is real working... no slacking of time... every single moment is precious... lOl... even off day is also precious... lOl... cos its to SLEEP... lol...

can someone tell me about life???
what is actually revolving around???
what is actually the kinship or friendship that we are talking about???
does someone actually disappear from ur mind when they are no longer around???
this is what i m feeling right now... i feel not being remembered... i feel being neglected... i feel that i m no longer part of them... they might have just forgotten me... mayb this is what some people will say "time will do the things.." in my case, time will make them forget me....
anyway, as the time goes by... my heart gets numb of such things... it feel so hurt that i m beinging to not feel anything any more... i begin to feel hatred in me...
thanks to those who have always been by my side...

*猪公主* ;