*J.a.n.i.c.e* wants to be loVed

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

BLUEeeeeee DAY!!!!
yesterday was my worst working day ever since i started working... BUSY!!!
but they said i wasnt the busiest compared to those who is going to be on my shift that day...
getting to work in the morning, already prayed hard...
hoping that "today will be a smooth n blessful day for me"
went in to work, mood was totally turned off...
assignment and allocation of staff not done.. in the end i have to waste my time there doing for them...
meds round haven finish Dr already taken all my IMR... *dammit* some meds not available, have to go round looking for it... straight after meds round, my patients Dopa finished, BP droping, and i have to run to get it top up... and what needly scare me was the Drs actually flatten the bed and in the mind i was thinking "shit, was i too slow to prepare the Dopa??" but thank god they are just doing the assessment on the patient... *pHew* bless!!! and guess what, after top up the Dopa, cannula got block.... unable to run... and this time round was lik "oh shit la, why at this time"... and spent lik half hour there waiting for the NC to set the cannula... running the Dopa, running the drip... checking the paraments...
after that round of rushing with the time at the patient bedside, i felt my internal organs "failing"... my breathing was slowed... my heart pumping very slow...
and next up i discovered i have a new admission and no one told me... aAaaRrrGgGHhhH... everybody waiting for somebody to do the admission... "why lik tat sia??? where is the team work??"
and then comes the Dr, asking me where is the patient meds... family told that it is with us but its not... searching up n down, in and out for the whole place for the meds but just cant find... my god... MISPLACED by SOMEONE!!! and becos of that i have to bear and answer to the families... and i just stood there while both patients wifes started the nags!!! > (@&!#^*!&@^$*&#@$^*@#&$@*#&$*@#^$*&@#&^) *sOb*
and just before i could step out to go for my lunch, my another new admission CAME!!!! GCS 8!!! settled down the patient before i went for lunch...
and i took only 15mins lunch and came out to get my things done... all the houly CLC and parameters driving me crazy... and my patients kept going for outings... CT, MRI, 2D-Echo, U/S, Dietitian, DNE, ST, IV... all this i have a share in it... and i nearly felt lik crying...
thank god i managed to send out tat new adm pt.... but i have look thru the changes, the updates... and the Dr doesnt wanna let the pt transfered... but luckily we did managed to transfer her out... *pHew*
and i told it was rather or so settled down.... but who knows towards the evening, my Dr came and said wanna run Hep for my pt... i was lik "why at this time!!" and i dont know how to do it... luckily i have my seniors there with me to help me...
and i should also thank all my patients who are so nice that they didnt keep calling me.... THANK YOU!!!!

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