*J.a.n.i.c.e* wants to be loVed

Friday, April 11, 2008

it all started with a happy begining...
it never lasted long...
it end with a unknown ending...
no ans was given... all the promises were all lies
it is all what fate can do??
fate can bring u together and at the same time they can bring u apart...
the songs that i hear make my tears flow...
can i just let it go just lik tat???
i tried my best but its onli one-sided...

this week is a terrible week at work...
the workload is nv lessen but just piling up and up...
is team 3 just meant for ill patients with lots of nursing cares???
the stress is nv ending piling one me...
i nv felt so for so long... adding on to the stresses that i already had...
the brain basically cant handle such stresses anymore...
and the tears just fill the eyes and flow down the cheeks...
just where is the team work that work suppose to have... its nv there...
its just an unglam situation at work...
at that point of time, i really felt lik giving up... everything... its just too tiring for me...

yesterday will be a "peaceful" night if without the nv endings IVs infusion, hrly paraments & CLC, eyedrops every 2-3 hrs and also IV Dopa... it will definately be a peaceful night without all these... out of the 6 empty beds that i take over, i onli admit one which i think i was rather luckily and BMU nv let go of our ward when come to admission...
at the end of the shift, i felt my body so tired, really tired... the tiredness that i nv felt before...
will tml work be another better day for me??? i hope so...

at this very moment how i wished i could get away from this place to somewhere... somewhere where i wont have to think so much about anything... somewhere where i can take my mind off and relax and enjoy... but is this possible???
*god pls bless me*

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