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Thursday, November 13, 2008

As i finally upload the pix up into my com...
i realise that i have missed so much of photos...
missed sharing the photos taken decades ago...
from elsa's birthday to KL/Genting trip to kbox to many many..

and as i was looking thru kai's bday bash photos...
its lik a mini bownenians gathering...
though some of them are not classmates but still we are friends...
and i realise that over the years everybody changes....
be it physical appearances to internal changes...
i guess everybody has grew up over the years... its lik 4 years since our sch days..
and the feeling is real nice to see them..
joking and laughing thru the day...

and yesterday we had a sad event happened at work...
well, though its very common to see death in hosp...
but yesterday was lik the first time, i felt so sad to see that pt of mine to go...
though we did not have close bonds, but he was once my pt..
the death was lik so sudden... i was just talking to him lik awhile ago...
and as i looked at him, i felt my eyes feeling with tears...
i held them back cos i know i have to control...
*to fellow nurses out there: pls do treat deceased with respect, handle them gently, doesnt mean that they are dead you dun bother whether they feel the pain and roughness that you do towards them... i believe this is just the gentle respect and care we could offer for them to let them go in peace...

and also i m very disappointed with the working partners that i have... why cant some just admit the wrongs that they have done... why are their fingers ALWAYS pointing to others when things happen?? why must they ALWAYS push the blame to others when its theirs???? if as a senior you cant teach ur junior and you cant set a good example, then i doubt you will gain any respect from others... nv from me...

and i think i m greatful enough tat i m able to get away from tat hell working place for 3 days...
m going to make full use of the days to pamper and relax myself...
today definately a resting day at home after post night...
looking forward to tml...
S.E.N.T.O.S.A with elsa and il fan...
though i just went last sun but this time round with be going as a tourist..
going round sentosa...
to the places of interest...
and i m gonna snap down the happy moments that we had tml...
and sat plans, kiv meeting buddies...
^_^

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