*J.a.n.i.c.e* wants to be loVed

Thursday, March 26, 2009

envy, jealous, anger, upset, teary, worried, pitiful
mixture of feeling within me

mon was sleeping day
as usual, i nv get to sleep long
woke up 1 plus awaiting to go lunch with mummy
but in the end was spent at home rotting away
and then mj at night
tuesday was day off
as usual stayed at home.
lunch at thai express with mummy
delicious and yummy BUT
the water tastes of tape water
despite asking them to change still they give us tape water
and then back home
mj session again
and its a overnight game

wear-out on wed morning
slept onli 3 hrs and went to work
the coffee aint helping much
collect rubbish again
??? work passed to me
incomplete parameters
IVIG not started, waiting for me
*goSh*
all this is just driving me crazy
and we have TREE saying we like to pick on her
she think we so free to do tat
blame on herself who always passed incomplete work to ppl
when she can finish up during her shift
HORRIBLE IRRESPONSIBLE!!!!!

no admissions for the day
and was happy working with elsa, lihong and peckling
and we had combo dinner together
subway *yUmmY*
and of cos handling over report
its always last min we have many things to be do
pt on IV but no plug ( plug went missing in 3rd diamension)
c/o abdomen bloatness
updating n updating families
and i was quite upset and innocent being shouted over the phone by a relative
well, at the time i seriously hate her

(we nurses are humans too...
we need respect and we have dignity
treat us fairly can
its not lik we have onli 1 pt to take care
we have 11 pts in our care or even 19 pts
and its not all our pts are walker
spare a thought for us
)

and well, left ward only at 10.30 with an upset heart
5 hours of sleep and back to work this morning
clearing of my own work of cos
thanks to juniors for helping in feeding the meds
great help +++
and today not a good day
but did 1 thing right
speaking in front of Prof Ong (lol)
irritaing Drs who can decide properly
1 moment say hold off transfer 1 moment say can transfer
think I very free is it
and worse still stupid paramedics just can speak straight to the point
having to delay the transfer

and of cos i have pt who deceased which is kind of sad
Dr who dunno order hrly parameters for what
Pt relative keep repeatedly asking me the same question
"UNCLE!!! CANT U SEE I M BUSY!!! pls dun pester me, i promise i will follow up the thing for u i will do it. i m not other PPL who said but dun do
nv ending call bellS
new admission with h/c of 1.2mmol...
and what the hell is EDTC ppl doing
and irritating mountary uncle showing stupid attitude.

and poor afternoon staff will have a busy afternoon...
transfer in, new admission, deceased...
and for me is home sweet home
went to grab a few donuts for bro before heading home
*YumMmy* and i think today shall go dreamland early
long day tml
fire drill... *gOssHh* pls dun torture us

*bLEsSeD*

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