*J.a.n.i.c.e* wants to be loVed

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

i m not being blessed
Curse?!
though i have a peaceful afternoon work on sun
yesterday and today sucks totally
and my mood aint so good
i sincerely apologised to my dearest collegues
pardon me if i had scolded or do something not so good
*sorry +++
and bob grandpa just passed away on sun

busy work yesterday but still manageable
mini ICU in team 3
almost 5 bedbound pts
4 NGT
1 trachy
blood tranfusion
mutiple dressings that took 1hr plus to complete
irritating family members
sickening drs
OH my GOD
all these add up to my mood
still bearable
after work snack session with elsa at MOS
and we happily do ventilation session
to cotton-on, sales going on
bought a top i longed wanted to buy
after sad still dun have the colour i want
then home sweet home
shower, dinner, and to bob's grandpa funeral
it was just last year or early this year
that i just attended his grandma's funeral
and i think its really a big blow to the family
losing 2 beloved families
i sent my deepest sympathy

insomia though i m tired
my mind just cant rest at ease
i seems to be too stress-ed up
morning again today
kinda settle in the morning as my trachy, confused pts all transfered out
not until my new admission came that keep me busy
end work at 1630
and today i seriously need to apologised to ppl i scolded
SORRY!!!!
its not a good sign
things dun seem good

i hope everything goes smoothly
bday round the corner
cannot be so sway sia...
heehee

and i think i should do some reflection
going on leave is a good choice
cos there is so many things to think of
future plans decision-making... .... ....

*猪公主* ;