*J.a.n.i.c.e* wants to be loVed

Tuesday, February 02, 2010

ok, its just the start of feb
and everything seems so wrong
bad signs, bad start, bad feelings

01 feb
its just somehow on this day
then did i realise the wrongs that i have done
realise the pain i did to her
realise the pain she is feeling inside
i really feel damn bad inside me
millions apologys to her
i hope i m still not too late to make up to her
i promise to be good to her from now onwards
i promise that i will change myself
to understand her better and not hurt her so much

and then guess what, on the way to work
lost my prayer thingy at god-know-where the place it is
sianzZzz
i hope it ward off my bad luck
and who knows got shitty issues happening at work
complaints complaints and complaints...
why just cant these ppl be understanding
we are human beings also
come'on... give us some respect!!!
we are not some dolls that let u rant ur anger at
pls pls pls...
i feel so hurtful not because of complaints
but how these ppl are treating us (nurses)
felt 'chest pain', SOB, discomfort...
super pissed off

02 feb
its yet another stressing-depressing day
not so much of depressing
but... ya... going thru those unnecessary things its really tiring
mut moon my AN.. helped her with sponging, turning
i love this kinda team work
it really finishes ur work fast and nice
and then... come the sian part of work
unpleasant things to settle AGAIN
why cant these ppl just be nice???
do i/we owe it to u??
and everyday i have to update this long writing of communication chart
all thanks to these ppl

and guess what
what a bad sign
my pandent got stuck somehow and i tried to make it in place
and who knows...
the next moment..
my necklace snapped...
goodness!!!
i just cant believe all these happening straight 2 days

thanks to consultant dr ernest wang
speaking behalf of nurses
though not directly but indirectly
he is helping us...
yeah...
3 cheers!!!

i hope this issue will resolve soon
its really tiring mentally for the nurses
its a mentally tiring day
but....
its a nice working day with nice ppl
=)

home sweet home

hope tml will be another better day for me
crazy day with collegues tml...
;P

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