*J.a.n.i.c.e* wants to be loVed

Monday, May 17, 2010

After being scheduled to work so many consecutive mornings for weeks
finally i m on PM shift today...
morning shift for 3 days straight can really drained a person's energy
what more this lasted for so many weeks

let's back-date to night shift last week
like my collegue, lihong said...
i seriously think that i m down on luck recently...
work has been busy
real busy...
first busy with precepting new staffs
lots of things has to be done
and my night shifts were horrible

first night on thursday, 13.05.10
full house.. at least i dont have to worry for admission
the hrlys itself is a little too much
thank god there isnt any IVs at midnight
first time after so long there isnt any IVs
*pHew*
relief for this..
things are quiet settled and time passed really fast
my AN, Jin Xia was really nice to help me to do parameters
home sweet home after work

2nd night was friday, 14.05.10
empty beds are my fear..
Hrlys are still pending there
DIL patients dont look good tonight
Chest pains everywhere
HYPOGLY. patient whose hypocount doesnt pick up despite the amt of glucose given
Restless patient who keep trying to get out of bed...
and causing me to set plugs for him for my 2 nights
non-stop calling beds that buzz buzz buzz..
really dont understand why these patients dont sleep at night
KUTUS KUTUS KUTUS
the thought of KUTUS make me feel itch everywhere...
my this night was pacing up and down the rooms and corridors
fearing for my ill patients...
HYPO and DESAT that kept me busy at the wee hours
Chest pains dont resolve despite GTN and morphine
Sats dropping, blank stare, not responsive
MAX up O2 and make her comfortable
family was called, and that is the best i could do for her at her last moments

breakfast with mummy and nephews at Mac.
home sweet home then
lala land at 11...

my sleeping day and rest day seems to be a loOoonNngGg weekends
back to work today seems so stranger
cos i felt that i seem to have a long rest
back to nurse the same grp of patients
and i think i gotta agree that luck is really down
there is always this certain period of time that kept me busy
Patient desat again... ward/max...
patient getting restless again.. getting out of bed for many times
he is just so stubborned la can..
Admissions and transfer-in at meds time
busy busy busy...

and ya...
got a news from a friend that she tender her resignation letter
was really shocked ..
but perhaps she really made up her mind
well... .... work really hasnt been good also
at least a relief for her... she will be happier also
able to concentrate on her studies...
this thought also ever in my mind
but... i m still hanging on
and hopefully i could... =)
best wishes for her

*猪公主* ;