*J.a.n.i.c.e* wants to be loVed

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

the requested long weekends aint of any use
its just basically doing nuts at home
mayb working is just the better option
at least it can take the mind off from thinking too much
which in the end resulted in misery and tears

Want to thanks for those belated birthday wishes from collegues at work
BIG THANKS to Debby, Mut, Rabia & Izzati for the sweety GIft that they got for me
love u girls so much...

I almost teared down at work today
but.. i managed to hold the tears back
After hearing what the drs said, i really feel very sad for my pt
It really takes alot of courage to face all these and accept it
We will pray for U
Get Well Soon!!!
=)

why why why
i already did my best what u all have asked me to do
whatever u all wanted i tried my best to do it
be it i m willing or unwilling, i still do it in the end
i admit that at times i do show unhappiness by showing my temper
but why are u all scolding me???
i did it all out to get things done for u all
and why do i always get scoldings in return
ALWAYS ME!!!!
i dont wanna argue cos no matter what i m ALWAYS at fault
cos u all always think that i m at fault
i m the only one u all can treat me like that
but have u all ever think how i feel???
do u all know that i m very upset...
i feel so hurt...
='(

i really hope that i could go on break soon..

*猪公主* ;