*J.a.n.i.c.e* wants to be loVed

Saturday, December 18, 2010

YUP!!! FINALLY!!!
Back here after 2 months...
somehow or other i forgotten that i had a blog
thanks to kelvin who reminded me that i had a blog...
LOL
So where have i been for the past 2 months????

SCHOOL!!!
it had taken most of my time...
personal, leisure, whatever time that i had were all taken by sch...
There are just 1001 things to do
Assignments after assignments... Tests after tests...
It never seem to put for a stop or even a pause...
Everyday is a stressful day waking up in the morning...
With ur mind filled of assignmnts due dates...
THis is just so TIRING can!!!!
I'm mentally drained out
I've never felt like this before not even with work...
I just hoped this could get better for the next 6 months
Hope to pull through this and graduate...

And some people around me seemed to be drifting away..
Is it me or is it them??
Is it because I've yet to see the true colours of theirs
Why I didn't see it when we used to get together have fun and laughters??
Do i look like a fool to u??? so naive to u???
Friends are not meant to be like that
Trust is the word between anything
And if u BREAK the trust...
Sorry there might not be a second chance for anything...

And some people just don't think before they talk...
Do they in the first place have brains!!!
U need to bear the consequences of whatever u said and meant
It's not a word Sorry can cure everything...
Doesnt mean that I kept quiet means that u can take it for granted
It doesnt mean that I dont care and U can continue with all the NONSENSE that you are talking about...

And there are even some who are not appreciative of what u have done for them
You gave a helping hand and yet get reprimanded by them
If this is so, then why not you do the things yourself rather than asking for help
PLS PLS PLS!!!!
I'm seriously sick and tired of this OK!!!
That's why sometimes i just choose to be Silence..
Perhaps it's just never easy to find a true friend who really understands you...

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